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I think that when people commit deliberate and needless acts of violence against others, or themselves, they are reacting in part to what they feel the world has already done to them, or others. They might be right but the reality of a situation doesn't end there. This isn't news to you, I'm just saying I know it too. I also know that actions become habit as a means to keep from bottoming out. But I still feel like you've made me out of fragments I can't understand because I don't know you. Is there something pure there? If you imagined it, sure, in a state of potential. But I'm separate from that. She doesn't exist, you know that, right? I can't tell if you do.

The person who does exist, me, is [***] livid. I feel violated and humiliated. What cuts me the most is I've thought about you everyday and you did this to me intentionally. For what? So you could [***] my phone? I know I gave you my number over the internet, but honestly I didn't think you'd call or even notice. I did know you noticed me, but I didn't know what that meant, and you were usually rude. I've written this before. I've also confronted you a few times since then. The problems here go deeper than what I did wrong, I've written that already too.

Don't blame me, don't degrade me then ridicule me for it. Don't gloat about it. What did you expect to gain from such a petty victory? Do you feel better, bleak?  

I don't want retribution, I'm not going to seek revenge, I just need you to stop.

I had a long talk with my copy editing friend about correct punctuation. I had to ask him what a clause was, I'm that bad at writing. I wouldn't be here if I felt I had a choice, you know what I mean.

Also, Admin is ignoring my requests, so I can't report myself. If I could, I definitely would this time.